boing's useless info of the day:
i love paul f tompkins
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it's all about the trash.
my best friend was in town for a week or so. it was really good to see him & he even looked pretty good. he hadn't been drinking for about two weeks. it's amazing what not drinking will do to your face. he actually looked healthy. i really don't understand alcoholism but i guess that's because i'm not an alcoholic. wotev.
it was nice to see him.
this weekend my ex is coming in town for 2 days to put some sort of closure to our relationship. i have mixed feelings about this. it will be nice to end on an okay note, but will all the feelings of love sweep back over me & make my heart heavy again? i'm sure i will end up getting my heart broken if this is the case; and my heart can't take much more sadness. so i guess we'll wait & see.
i bought a new bra & panties from victoria's secret & a nighty from fredericks. this makes me a total slut. it's cute though, white & trashy. i think i need to take it back for a different size though because my huge boobs don't want to fit into the top part of it. i also think i might want to exchange it for something more trashy.
it's all about the trash.
11:29 am - November 28, 2001
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