boing's useless info of the day:
i love paul f tompkins
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a long time ago.
sometimes the world spins out of control around you and all the while you are stationary. sure you're hair gets caught in your eyelashes & in the corners of your mouth.
but you stand still. and watch.
i've sabotaged myself. i let myself be sabotaged. i am weak right now. mentally. i thoght i was all boarded up & secure, but my emotions are a tsumani. and here i am, broken & water logged.
i had a weak moment last night. one that i don't care to go into details about. a step back. a step back. a step back.
9:42 p.m. - 2001-07-15
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